Throwback
I found my old diary today, the one I had back in 2017. I couldn't believe that I had written these pages albeit that was definitely my handwriting. Whatever was written there is of no importance to me but it made me realize how much I have changed. In most of the pages, I was mourning my problems. Some of them are still occupying my psyche but it seems now that they can't affect me anymore.
I am totally changed from what I used to be. I have better opportunities, a better lifestyle, and more knowledge of life and society but something is missing here. I don't know what it is. It could be anything, even the naivety itself.
For the last couple of days, a spate of thoughts was roiling my brain, but now when I am to write down my views on them, miraculously I am empty. Even writing these lines took me almost an hour.
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