Little Talks #1 - "COUCH"
" What's this happening? Ain't these the same feelings which I had left behind? Why are they clogging my psych now? " The boy asked impatiently.
I think, she replied, that all these years you were trying to be someone who you weren't. You are extremely emotional and you were trying to hide this so hard that you lied to yourself too. You made yourself believe that you are a ruthless, self-sufficient person who doesn't give a damn about what others feel or think.
" No, this is not true at all. " He gazed at her in disbelief. " I used to be a crying baby but that was my past. I am not him anymore. All these years I changed myself to be what I am now and you're saying that all my efforts were in vain?'
" They were not in vain, Sahil. They made you tough no doubt but they can't change you. They never could. Nobody can change the core. It's your brain that made you believe that you have changed, to avoid getting the pain emotionality brings. "
" But somehow it worked. Right? So why it's happening now? " His voice was trembling with rage. " I must not feel for that calf. In fact, I am thinking too much about these silly things. I am no God to decide what happens with him nor do I have anything to stop what's happening. It will be the best way if I leave the things on their course, without interrupting. " He smirked and walked out of the room, leaving the door wide open.
" Now I am one hundred percent sure that you need me Sahil. I am not going to leave you here. " She smiled and laid back on the couch.
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